When they arrived, I told them that I was happy to have them, that I was excited to meet them, but little did I know how much joy they would add to my life. I didn't fully appreciate the moment that they arrived. I hardly ever do. When a new group comes in, I am excited, anxious, overwhelmed with a lot of new names and faces. I often don't realize how incredibly beautiful the gift is that is about to unfold before me. As the days go by, we laugh, we cry, we learn, and we are transformed. We are changed by one another, we are changed by everyone we meet. By the end of the week, I know the faces, I know the names, they have revealed their hearts, and I desperately don't want them to go. I have fallen in love with everyone. When they are gone, I receive emails, photos, heartfelt essays, and I cry. I am so blessed to be here. I am so blessed to have been taught and touched by so many hearts.
It is funny how I have the same experience over and over. Each time I am nervous, and by the end, each time, I fall in love.
Lately I have been picking up the guitar more often. I am learning new songs, but still have too much stage fright to play them effortlessly. I need more practice. I did play one of my favorite songs, "Imagine" for a group´s final liturgy here. Today I said goodbye to 54 teens and their teachers. Who would have thought that a group of 54 teens would be so much fun? Last night we had our final reflections and liturgy. Their words of appreciation for the experience, for all the people they met, and for all our gifts from God were clearly sincere. I thank God for this work, that at times brings me to tears of gratitude and joy. I am so fortunate to play a role in such an important experience in these young adults lives. Here are some photos taken by students over the last month and a half:
This photo is taken from a final liturgy ceremony where several students read poems or reflections on their experiences here with us. We sang "Imagine" together, being reminded that we are "not the only one" that wants peace and brother and sisterhood of all in this world.